Current location:	downstairs.
Current mood:	creative
Current music:	scary kids scaring kids.

sometimes i forget about this.
i've decided to update more.
i've become somewhat close friends with brandon this summer.
then he moved away.
just as you think things are starting to go well for yourself,
it kinda just gets a bit messed up in the end.
i mean, come on, what would life be if it were perfect?
brandon's best friend, stevie, hung out a lot.
he struck my fancy. i'm not quite sure why.
about that perfect life thing, he called me a cunt.
i was taken aback. i didn't really know what to say about it.
it could've been because he was a little messed up at the time..
it could've been because i was being a tad obnoxious.. either way.
no one (especially no BOY that i like) has ever called me that. AND MEANT IT.
i told myself i would not talk to him anymore. and then he texted me last night.
we all hung out. and everything was like how it used to be. like it never happened.
and now i'm stuck telling myself that it wasn't as big of a deal as i made it seem like.
or maybe HE didn't think it was that big of a deal. but i did. you don't say that to a girl.

yay: i've become super close with jessica, a manager, from work. we are currently trying to hook her up with jacob. and, by golly, i think it might be working.
yay: i'm going camping this weekend. REAL camping in a tent. my first time.. EVER.
nay: people are still shit talkers.

anyway, much love to you.